#thank you for seeing this truth anon

[bumblingbabooshka]

idk if you know the semi-nonsexual lesbian centric throuple scene from the gay and wondrous life of caleb gallo (this one here: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=g02pDtAJOuk) but that’s somehow the janeway/chakotay/tuvok vibe to me. starfleet-centric semi-nonsexual throuple. harry’s caleb in this scenario of course

He's IN this Relationship.

[hadesknockedupintheunderworld]

Gotta love how in Archie anti Jules and the biggest shit eating grin while poor baby scourge looked so lonely , puny and neglected.

Yeah poor little guy🥲

[mirabellemoira]

I want to knock Jace up (i have a vagina)

You and Baela both! There’s just something about that guy

[romionarry]

I’m so incredibly insane about this ship it’s taking me over like a virus and I’m so glad someone else is also rereading the series with romionarry goggles. They make me ill in the best way and I just found this blog but I already love it, keep doing what you’re doing it’s great

so glad to be of service 🫡

[doki-doki-imagines]

Heey I loved the hanahaki disease fic^^

Was wondering if i can request a part 2 with bachira and whoever else you want but only if you want to

Bachira Meguru – sunflower

Meguru has always been a confident guy, rarely events surprised him, that’s why when he coughed a beautiful yellow petal fly out of his mouth Bachira isn’t surprised at all “well, it was just a matter of time” he says to himself.

Meguru doesn’t want to avoid you, he swears, but everybody notices how quick he changes direction when he barely sees a strand of your hair.

It’s Isagi who first bring the topic up after an exhausting training, the only two guy remaining in the changing room.

“So…you have a crush on (y/n) right?”

Isagi you backstabber, how could you say the harsh truth in front of his face all of sudden.

And obviously, a fit of coughing started, and petals come flowing down like a waterfall from his mouth; what a nice way to doll up the fact he was more or less dying.

“Now you are worried Isagi? Maybe next time you should use your over-analysis skill on the field instead of investigating me” Meguru feels a little bad for thinking that, but just a little; maybe next time he won’t snoop around.

But Isagi is a hound and when he sets his eyes on a target he never lets go. That’s why Meguru is standing in front of you, knees already trembling, sunflowers scratching his throat.

“Why are you avoiding me! What have I done?”

Oh, Meguru sees the tears running down your face; it’s a look that doesn’t suit you at all.

But what can he do? Well, he laughs, laughs like a madman, ‘till one of those traitor petals come out from his mouth.

You look surprised, eyes wide open.

“W-what does this mean?”

“Don’t worry dear, it means I love you.” Meguru smiles

Well, it was easy to admit. It’s not like he could hide this anymore either.

And all of sudden the taste of blood on his lips takes a tinge of…strawberry? Oh, your lips are on his ones. Oh, the warmth of his chest is there because his heart is pumping full of love, not of those little thorns.

Oh, if only he knew it was going to be like this earlier.

Shidou Ryusei – pink petunia

Ryusei thinks of you as an NPC, one of those insignificant soulless pawns that in video games he enjoys killing so much.

Ryusei hates you with every cell running in his body, just looking at you makes his stomach writhe, shivers running down his skin making the hairs on the back of his neck stand up.

Then one day his lungs start to burn too, “another symptom of disgust” he thoughts. Then a single petal comes out from his mouth; what a beautiful shade of pink.

So it wasn’t hate, it is love.

Ryusei can’t stand the thought. A useless NPC became an intrusive thought? You aren’t explosive, your beauty don’t stand out, and you don’t have a single thing in common with him, so why you? What the fuck is wrong with his brain chemicals?

And the more he thinks of how much he can’t stand you the more petals come out, mixed with spit and vomit, but what an explosive feeling you are making him feel.

Ryusei can only smile, he adores all of this. Death sound so exciting.

He tries to get more near you, maybe even hold you, every harsh comeback makes his heart beat faster “yes, it’s coming” and as fast as he came he runs away ready for the next exciting fit.

You never understood Ryusei, he always acted annoyed by your mere presence, not helping the crush you were harboring for him, so seeing him so often now was strange, but how could you complain?

After all, when he was next to you it was the only moment where you didn’t vomit petals. So you kept your façade when you only wanted to smother that demon's face with kisses.

This tug-of-war goes on for a month, an entire month, then the illness decides to get the upper hand.

That’s why you find Ryusei on his knees in front of you, shirt and pants stained by blood and pink petunias that just won’t stop coming out from his mouth, but he is smiling. The damn bastard is smiling and pointing at you. Bastard.

Does he hate you so much that he’ll rather die than love you? Bastard.

Tears stream down your face and you can feel your own flowers scratching your throat. Bastard.

You move, throw yourself at him and kiss him, as long as your lungs let you, but what’s worse is that Ryusei tries to push you away.

You let him go, the petunias stopped flowing out, you can hear his breathing returning normal, yours too.

Ryusei looks at you, thick eyelashes soiled with tears, but he is frowning.

“You have rather died than admit your feelings for me? Bastard!”

You run away, Ryusei stays there, still on his knees.

You’ll both have to sort things out

[binch-i-might-be]

idc i need to speak my truth. lin manuel miranda is handsome.

yes he is cringy yes he is free and YES i saw that pic of him kissing eliza's hand in his green coat and thought he was hot, sue me.

on a more serious note i have a serious gripe with how people generally treat POC celebrities who are in the spotlight compared to their favorite white boys but this isn't the place for that

love that you came to me for this. it's like we're in one of those queer little confession boxes in church

actuallyyyyy you're so correct. I like him for a lot of reasons and while I am not attracted to him due to the curse (gay), I do think he's handsome! and cringe!!!! he's just like me fr!

yeah I see that. it's so annoying to me when people lose their shit and hate on lmm because He's Everywhere And All His Work Sounds The Same (untrue) as if this is the first time in recent history someone has composed music for multiple different projects. a lot of disney movies shared the same composers but I've never seen anyone hating on THOSE. I wonder why!

[theragamuffininitiative]

Ah, for the people who have blocked me bc I am simply (and reasonably) asking for proof of the validity of wildly circulated misinformation based on nothing but hearsay that is actively damaging hurricane relief efforts, and stirring even greater division among our fellow citizens:

I sincerely hope you have done so for reasons of not discoursing on the internet with a stranger in a way that for you is detrimental to your mental health, and not bc you refuse to acknowledge and discuss the possibility that you might be wrong.

One thing is very healthy, the other is very dangerous and sad.

[shiroi---kumo]

✘- Would you consider yourself a good person or bad person, Kumo? How come?

Nothing but the truth || Accepting || 1 of 10

⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ His head cranes to the side as the listens to this stranger's question such a quaint little thing it is indeed. Another brave soul come to ask the demon of his folly? Try to get him to either confirm or deny the atrocities he's committed ? Did they see his face on the wanted posters and decide they wanted to try for a confession before they roped him in for the bounty?

How cute.

"Instead of worrying yourself with my moral aliment maybe you should instead be looking within yourself for yours. Instead of busying yourself with trying to decide if the demon is, in fact a demon perhaps ask yourself what good and bad actually mean because to me they are nothing but manufactured quantifiers that soul uses to try to condemn the actions of others or condone the actions of one's self.

What do you want me to be traveler? Are you hoping that the White Devil whispers a tune you find palpable so you can justify your actions for or against me? I care not what you see me as. It's not my place to decide for you. Good can mean one thing to one person and that very same thing can mean bad to another. So what is the point in trying to justify it to one's self if only to spare themselves the mental torment that would come with agonizing over such a thing?

Do you wish to cast yourself into the side of the just and holy so that your chosen deity may cast their favor and grace to your splendor? The Soil Borne will never fail to confuse me.

As for myself, I am whatever you want of me. Whatever you need. Whatever role you have for me in your head that helps you sleep at night, I am that and so much more. While some in my life sing my praises, there are those who will damn my name until my final breath. Too bad for them no breath I take is ever final so I suppose that means they'll be damning me until theirs.

I am neither good nor bad, if I am anything it is cursed but I can't begin to explain to you what it means to live a cursed life in such a way that wouldn't do less than leave you questioning my sanity. Eternity is my playground and the heavens my home. Salvation cast to the ground below forged in not quite so mortal flesh. I am whatever you make me. I need no label. I need only survive. I need only to do my job and uphold my Oath as I have all the years before.

Good or Bad is how souls file each other away to give justification to what we do to each other. The Windarians said Lady Tiamat was the devil and We said the same of Lord Bahamut but yet neither of us were correct so how does that weigh against the scales of morality?

I am - doing my best. I am - doing what is just. I am - Salvation and I can be just that if I am allowed to do my job. I don't need mortal quantifiers to label or justify myself. I know the things I have done that I hold no pride in. I know the hope I have given just by my presence being in the room. Am I good or am I bad? It doesn't matter. To the Universe, I am both things and I will always be both things. I just know which side of the scale on which I should swing. It all just boils down to necessity. "

[tododeku-or-bust]

I was thinking about Hades Patroclus and Troy: Fall of a City and Derek Walcott's Omeros. Black Pat is REAL.

And I am honored to be in a position to celebrate him as such!!!

[starstaiined]

Jackie Taylor for character bingo

[missgossiper]

Betsey Hamilton isn't in that side of rp either, so why did you include her?

// alright after this post I think I won't answer any more in regards to what happened because I mean it when I say I'm at my limit 😭 and I don't think it's right to keep dragging an issue causing a tense atmosphere for everyone else around. so if you seriously have any actual notable complaints or issues you genuinely want recognized, you can grow some balls and dm me because any further anons about this are getting deleted and ignored. this way it isn't me not having a chance to defend myself and others not to be heard, but rather not ruining the day for everyone else as it had yesterday.

I am a mod that has been here for years, and in the recent past year and a half I've gotten a job and college to take care of, so evidently enough I'm not here and keeping track of everything as much as I used to. because of this, I find it incredibly hard to keep track of what is and isn't happening (hence why I usually regulate this blog in regards to only the blogs I really follow and talk to, because no way would I be able to keep tabs on everything else). ben doesn't seem to interact with many accounts these days, but not long ago he did and has also been here for years so I included him. andre was to refer to the older mod/account that was the same as ben in the aspect of being here for years and I was not aware the mod had stepped aside and found a replacement because the previous andre was usually always quiet and more off to the side. I will admit my bad with Betsey! ngl I've never been sure what side of the fence they stood on because I saw them interact with characters like dinis or even other girl characters but not often. while there are definitely different groups of people that stick more together, some are not always so clear on the distinction. and as much as it may seem unfortunate truth, this is my blog and it's going to revolve around the people I am comfortable with, talk to, keep track of, etc. it's not always going to be perfect, but I'm doing what I and others find enjoyable so in the end I'm going to continue as I have been ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

[ragnarlothcat]

Oh my goodness! "Praise You" is so excellent! The planet they're on sounds so lovely. Your Obi-Wan characterization is wonderful, I love the dynamic he and Anakin share in your stories ❤️

Thank you so much 🥰 Halfway through writing I realized this is my second imaginary religion fic that takes place in a forest and features water as a major part of the rituals. I guess that's where I imagine we store gods. Sorry grasslands, no deities for you. Try being a more interesting biome next time (I have nothing against grasslands, I just really like trees)

And it's excellent to hear that Obi-Wan's characterization came through! I never switch POV within a fic for some reason so I worry the non-POV character languishes a little so thank you for saying that, I feel very encouraged 💙

[butmakeitgayblog]

https://open.spotify.com/track/7t3Xdbufg7q2onVsR8RBdY?si=hsyVHotZTLGNH1ruOCpohA

Just finished demon!AU and This song popped up on my playlist and now all I can think about is your Clarke and Lexa with this song.

Fire on fire would normally kill us

But this much desire, together, we're winners

They say that we're out of control and some say we're sinners

But don't let them ruin our beautiful rhythms

'Cause when you unfold me and tell me you love me

And look in my eyes

You are perfection, my only direction

It's fire on fire...

...Maybe it's all that I've been through

I'd like to think it's how you lean on my shoulder

And how I see myself with you...

Ok I have to stop or I'm just gonna quote the whole damn song. Dude. I'm gonna have a breakdown at 12 at night 🥺

Yes. Yes jesus fuck yes this is their entire mood. How did I start this stupid story as a smut story and have it turn into just a gay feelings fest (with murder and such but you get me)

[c4rdsharp]

I have ADHD but not diagnosed ASD so I hope I’m not overstepping my boundaries, but it seems like Luck tends to hyperfocus on something, particularly business, to the point where he abandons basic necessities like eating and sleeping. In the books, Luck pulls an all-nighter and the way he handles it seems to imply it’s something he’s used to doing. I can also see him being particular about food and getting a bit anxious when his routine is suddenly changed or he’s not allotted enough time to mentally prepare for something.

meechi. no worries, anon! honestly, i'm really thrilled you wanted to add onto my ASD Luck reading with some other canon evidence I haven't considered! I agree to all of this. In fact, because of Luck's all - nighter, I have a further headcanon that he's a chronic insomniac. I also feel he's someone with psychosomatic symptoms, mostly from anxiety ( you have to admit, as levelheaded as he can be, the pressures of the job would have some affect on his mental health. especially when you consider how scared of death he was prior to acquiring immortality ). among which would include stomachaches -- people with ASD tend to develop gastrointestinal issues, so that's something else to consider! in conjunction with abandoning basic needs, he definitely feels like someone who would forget to eat in the middle of the day and have one of his brothers ( probably Berga ) come around to remind him. i suspect, post - immortality, as symptoms of depression start to appear, this worsens more so due to a further lack of appetite ( i remember a couple years ago, i had another headcanon that he had grown up underweight because of all this, actually ). AND, being picky about food definitely wouldn't help with that! i think it wouldn't be as bad now -- there are definite no's, such as him disliking overly greasy foods and anything with slimy, uncomfortable textures. he's more - or - less developed a wider palate than what he had as a child, and considering how strict the Gandor family home was implied to be, i wouldn't be surprised if he didn't have much of a choice when it came to at - home meals. however, it was probably far, far worse as child and that there were definitely things he didn't eat because it was either unfamiliar or 'felt funny' in his mouth. Overall, he seems like someone who would be sensory sensitivity ( i suspect he's not a fan of bright lights, loud noises, or anywhere overly crowded. all three would be a nightmare for him ). As for that last point, absolutely! We don't get to see much of the Gandors compared to other characters, but when we do, Luck is usually shown to be doing predictable, repeated things. He's often in the same places doing the same things, and very rarely strays from that. We don't get to hear much of Luck having a social life or proclivities for adventure ( the only time we hear or see him even leaving New York City was for work, of all things ), and the concept of having to change that doesn't seem to appeal to him much. Which, as both an example and another thing I want to lightly consider, brings to the point of Berga suggesting Luck ought to settle down with someone. Not all autistic people are asexual or aromantic by any means, but there is a definite connection between ASD and queer identities. at the very least, it's common for them to experience attraction & romance differently from the norm, and i wouldn't be surprised if Luck also fit that characteristic when it comes to the ASD experience!

[immortalsins]

About your meeting up problems...idk if it would work in your case but what I did a few times in this situation was to say smth like "yeah I'm sure we can get a few people together to hang out" bc then if they just meant as friends then it's fine w them but if they wanted smth more it forces them to be direct about it and then I could explain I'm not interested in dating. Again, idk if it would work in your situation but just wanted to share in case it could be helpful

oooh this is so kind of u to suggest, thank you!!

we don't have many friends in common, just the same uni department, so if i mentioned something about wanting to do more social stuff with our society this year ... could work 😭😭 i hope he'd take that as a hint-hint-i-don't-want-to-date-you

[pilindiel]

YOU GET IT

FRIENDS TO ENEMIES TO LOVERS IS GREAT

YES!!!! ITS ABOUT THE PINING IN CHILDHOOD, THE DESPERATION KNOWING THERE IS SOMETHING THERE THEN GROWING APART AND SUDDENLY FINDING YOURSELF ON DIFFERENT SIDES BUT STILL HAVING AN UNDENIABLE AFFECTION AND ATTRACTION!!!!